Entry 2 - 10/29/26

A lot happened today, and I mean a lot- I even blacked out due to hyperventilating. It's been all talked over now though, but still, I didn't realize how I expressed how I felt about something, and they way I did it made it feel like it was his fault or I was mad, which is not what I wanted it to mean. We get through everything together though, he's still mine forever til the day I die.

I just hope he will change the very few things I wanted him to.. for me.. it would mean a lot to me..

mostly just asking me to play (with exceptions on some games he knows I won't play), maybe trying to gift give more like me (though it's not a problem if he's not the gifting kind, and no, I don't think you're selfish so don't say that 😡), telling me before he leaves a game and off to another game without saying anything leaving me behind, and telling me how he feels when he's down, even if it's dumb. Anyways that's all, I love him and he knows it so if you're reading this, then yes I'm saying this to you 💜